Long time no… type? Yes alas, I went ghost again. Although I must say I’ve just been super super busy with the holidays. Overall I had a great Thanksgiving and Christmas!! I truly am blessed.
Last year, I made a goal to quit smoking cigarettes. And guess what? I DID IT. I also chose to give up alcohol. Nothing against alcohol- but I used to drink way too often. Which I’m not sure everyone knew- but I would go to a local bar once a week with some friends. Sometimes more than once- and we would drink way too much. I’d chain smoke a whole pack of cigarettes, waste a bunch of money, and feel like crap. I didn’t really care about anything in those days- in fact I don’t think I really cared about anything for a long time and didn’t really respect myself or care about my health. That all changed when I met my boyfriend! He has been the light I needed. I would still go while dating him to catch up with my friends- but I’d have maybe 1 drink if that. And then eventually stopped going altogether. This is just something I chose to get rid of as a way to cleanse myself of those old memories and start a fresh new happy life!
Any who- forget about the past! I am so excited for 2019!! This year I will continue to focus on my well being. I am in a healthy loving relationship with the man I plan on marrying some day. I am going to devote this year to stay on top of my appointments. I haven’t seen a dentist in years- thanks depression! But now I care and I want to be healthy and happy.
I’ve decided to cut out soda as well! Going on day 4. I am also controlling portion sizes and limiting snacking. I am being more conscious with my meal choices. I will remain working on my mental health and OCD- which I am hoping a better diet may take the edge off some of my anxieties.
What are some of your goals for the new year?